An angel on his two knees, arms stretched towards the red sea; of violence and a sultry tongue.

-Monday, September 25, 2006-

[I'm still living]

the hols have ended =( school resumed today, back to normal i guess, with the exception that we have a sucky time table this time... hafta wake up so damn early but luckily it wasn't as bad as i had imagined . i can definitely endure 12 weeks of this! all our tutors have been changed, gotta say it has gone for a better change =p CD was rather pointless, and i can tell some people really do things just for the sake of doing, 10hours in 1 shot? obviously you don't give a damn about the people you are going to help, you just want to complete it in the most convenient way possible. PLEASE, be more compassionate T_T

skipped the pacc thing cause i had a dental appointment. haha SMU has so many pretty girls =x
then something interesting happened. i went to the toilet, saw a girl inside ( i was like "hmm what ? she trying to do sth naughty with her bf ?" ) but then she giggled so i felt that soemthing was wrong, turned back to look at the door again only to notice the female sign
-________- wah damn embarrassing .

haha now im going to motivate myself to study hard! hopefully it's not to late an effort to try get in an university.

[Love, J] ;6:18 PM;

-Monday, September 18, 2006-

[Of loneliness]

heya.

hmm holidays are ending in a week, havent go sentosa nor jurong to swim. i guess now ppl have changed and have more commitments it's harder to go out together, really miss the times before poly.

anyway, these few days i have become the loner jm again, suddenly like staying at home lying on the bed (maybe it's the rain and all the sad songs). don't know why but i just like the feeling. hope can find the stuff i want at town later!

time for bed. lucks to friends taking prelims =)

[Love, J] ;2:00 AM;

-Tuesday, September 12, 2006-

[And i'll remember the times we had together]

life and death are but occurances of nature. do not dwell on it my dear friend.

yesterday and today was spent doing things that constantly brought up fond memories of the past.

wanted to watch littleman yesterday, but mr goat was late so in the end went to play arcade with goat and gorilla (otherwise known as the GGs) . wahaha gorilla owned me on puzzle fighter as usual (due to dumb controllers) , then we played basketball game and the REAL basketball game followed by crashing cars in datona. arcade machines are so designed to eat your money, i drew with the com in the basketball game 8-8 and it was counted that i lost!!! after arcade we went to explore the new bishan library. not very spacious but still a pretty good place for study and slacking. GG and i then went to Goat's house for a stayover. went to eat at the prata house when we woke up the next day. wah nice sia the ultimate crispy prata ^^, gonna take my girlfriend to eat around that area next time (jm is despo) . went home to change then recieved news from qx. met up with people in the evening and went down to send our condolences. i could relate it to the passing away of my grandma , my heart went out. but life goes on, stay strong, take some time off, then move on with your life.

i wish you all the best!

[Love, J] ;11:39 PM;

-Saturday, September 09, 2006-

[Vengeful]

i will hunt them down.

nobody messes with me fucker.

lesson learnt : never back someone's ass without knowing if anyone will back yours.

[Love, J] ;9:43 PM;